starin in the dark tryna listen to my heart beat
tryna figure out the stark difference tween you and me
Why does brain stretch thin layers of my sanity
torturous appearance kind of looks like vanity
Chemical reaction always leads to action
morose ambiance always trashin all my traction
cause some days always feel better than the rest
but one false say and your minds under arrest
Im dead Heat
Im dead Weight
Folding my body under the God strength
The mental models always be lookin like stigmata
tryna cool down with a splash of cool water
you're just singin well then sing it high fucker
the past is the past so leave it there fucker
Compulsions, my nerves, put me into atrophy
But stayin in bed will only lead to catastrophe
The feeling inside welling up till it summon
Saddest thing is that its kinda common
I haven't slept
so whats another drunken rampage
just swipes the problem off its feet
and leaves it time to age
But when it age it rots
different feeling different thoughts
sell you cures and ways to be pure
but again its never for sure
hangin on by a thread shouldnt
be the norm here
But stayin aint dead till
it takes on a form here
freezin in the heat and
burning in the cold
some people stay this way
far until the time theyre old
Wake me up and tell me how to live with it forever now
no seriously let me know do to it, the meaning of how
The brains architecture really stuck it in with this one
like a car in a ditch rollin tires until the sun
rises in the west, artificial death, Grants me
momentary clarity in dark depth of rest.
Maybe one day it will have a type of cure
maybe one day it will have the time for sure
Im dead heat
im dead weight
folding my body under the god strength
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