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The Hisinger

by Rade

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1.
Exhaustion 01:37
She... Only really special here on Only really special here on Oh, that was just to show you im really here(x4) I'll be frozen here on. No more going at it wrong. If forever we'll see, but no more guessing for me
2.
Snakes 03:14
end of the day Us young people fade away You cant escape the day bitch watch me im okay You're fucked up. You're out of focus. My last words I know will be about you cause Ive got that kind of Whack Shit that kinda of slacks Sunrise to sunset to watch it all come back illness instilled by stillness Deleted all your wellness act like this aint a sting find you quite disgusting You wouldn't last a day youre stuck in your own ways bombarded by saddest days you piss it all away being led on is kind of how it feels actin like i dont exist is how it feels Puttin up a barrier separation scarier Tell me what you meant by this Well fuck you. And fuck that. One thing I know is i aint even about that. My shits financial. Growth Exponential. Growing up is when you realize your own potential Yours is like shit mine is sky high yet you have the gall to swat me like a fly If I split you in half you wouldnt be half of me If you were ever to try I think I'd die laughing body waste away mental fades are grey your brain a sad excuse tar pit of your own ways ive got bad news nothing really changes we just wander aimless friends turn into strangers body waste away mental fades are grey your brain a sad excuse tar pit of your own ways ive got bad news nothing really changes we just wander aimless friends turn into strangers Cognizant regression Hurling confessions Locked away from the light in the caverns that you left them Your mind in retrograde A glass of melonade spread your ahses far across mainstreet Promenade Bitch You sold yourself off For false inclusion Unbeknownst to you You've bought into illusion Your childish ways they must end today Im just getting started I have so much left to say Bitch Pretty Sweet Would you believe it, that this is your brother? No thats not a man in white or anything.
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Meek 02:22
You are You are You are, aaa are You, you you are are you you are you are You are really gay you are really gay you are really gay
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Interactions 03:55
not an uncommon problem they forget about you never was invited there putting you through mental wear and tear you never had the chance to cross their minds enhance as a person youre irrelevant shit shoved up the bathroom vent to them youre not a person with traits, mistakes, and your own personality but rather a novel idea of a bait and switch externality fuck yall for denying me interaction you dont have the empathy for the action of making me believe that im a human just like you are its increasingly easy to become so lazy in regards to leaving ending up bent over dry heaving wake up and the sun is drowning get up check my surroundings empty cans of beer lay here next to my sense of pride or fear I see the pictures in the morning ceremonies in the place of mourning I see the picutres in the evening too holding a bottle of whatever it makes you fake. Irrelevant asanine fake. something i learned the hard way now its easily carved a mental pathway something i learned the hard way. I feel caged in the mire keep my head down as I wade through Hope to myself that one of these cold winter nights ill find you. The woman in the bright red dress Atoms split, we caress Hold my hand no regrets But she went and played me for fetch Overwraught, I feel dread. I can feel the means to our end monosaccharide exposure she gave me no reason nor closure Cut me up, or in half im not a bull just a calf left in the bin and at bay fleeting connection fades away put everything on the table in an attempt to stay stable but from this far away, im not able my fire inside, its not hateful. im on a whim, im on a lamb stab my back, she sliced my hands i gave her a second chance she went and made a void of distance keep my mouth shut, hold it in stir inside the walls of the bin no energy left to crack a snide smirk or a grin fuck mental health maintained this fire can no longer be contained your reasoning is inane now hear our sound invade your brain Did you care when I came back? I just dont remember when I gave a speech? I just dont remember when I slept on a couch? I just dont remember Course not cause im not brought to that kind of meek attention Seek not cause its not sought To that kind of bleak apprehension Did you when I didnt leave the house? I just dont remember came back from across the planet? I just dont remember When I took off and ran it? I just dont remember. its all these times i just dont remember
5.
No Access 03:03
Perfect place to see that bullshit face to face Always waitin to Die in a digital age Get goin screens see me goin all place to place Summating what I know filled up the guage Perfect place to see that bullshit face to face Always waitin to Die in a digital age Get goin screens see me goin all place to place Summating what I know filled up the guage The rain came down and soaked me gross and choaked me couldnt cleanse what i said coldly Depression roams Happy homes this outlet could never exist on its own thought blocker big talker thank god it silences it for a while Makes you smile With bright lights numbs your eyes and makes day and night bleed together formed tether tween you and it yet seems harmless Fine conversations and vine compilations new contemplations, and them chriddof animations Hit refresh to view blood and flesh excercise vanity on the twitter feed The strong chain Jokes of Tame wash over you like its acid rain Its existence is fucking unnatural but without it I doubt it Id be something unnatural Towards the end of the end of the decade I approached the newly made chromium cascade From that day forward not a day from it Like any addiction it just keeps me in The cell im ins bars are all holographic Lazily gaze over information graphic Look at it as good or as a sad thing The best part is i built the bars lauging I own nothing
6.
I dont hate you I dont hate me but i swear to god it feels like something inbetween Why is it a game when i drop the name is it just my obsession with stoking the flames? you fucking weak you fucking dreg leaving myself standing on one leg again and again i never learn then again is it just my brain? that makes a change after social exchange sure is different when you think in the night time loosen up with a bit of that at the right time few drinks in seem to came at the right time time speeds up doing something stupid this time
7.
Cave 03:00
God Left me split had to build myself up I put miku on da track to hype that shit up Its so fucking cold cant keep up in this state The ice produced got to have formed in the cave formal decay, clock ticks its time away deleteing every minute at increasing rates Feel it slip away down the bottomless pit the one looks that looks rotten down there in the snakes pit White bone demon with a head full of static black boots ripped jeans holdin an automatic standin at the gate it was time for the break gettin revenge on a fucker was at stake Now that I think about it im worked to death soon enough last breath you will meet god not to mention you spend every cent that you get and thats why your words aint really worth shit why you talkin i dont listen act like im deaf take that and go missin it means nothing i mean your words write it all down itll never be heard you think they care well youre wrong all of it you share i can put into a song stupid as shit just like frontin makes me laugh watchin you stuntin Oh yea, forgot about somethin joinin 10 clubs doesnt make you somethin nor does judging what i do or what im in to make you a saint or somethin like sun tzu yea bitch Get up out my cave you know you dont belong here go back to your rave blastin beats formin a song here Take a ride on a muon wave get on outta here I said get up out my cave
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Muon Waves 03:40
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What did you say? It was all a blur to me I can't hear well. I forget what I sound like so its best if you leave like a garden in a well. You took my silence with you highlight and delete any traces of it left excess of obsess even though I knew nothing was there This plagued me daily and nightly maybe that sound that wasn't there. in the war with the brain it sends signals like pain but like always its nothing My silence died 2 years ago if youre not careful yours will go and be left with a noisy scar keep your silence in tact when its gone you cant get it back
11.
Models 02:37
I know you dont love me so maybe its time to take it away from me Fallen snow on my humble abode cut down trees to crush my foes I have nothing left inside. In my visions only grey sorrows Before you start let me impart some knowledge that you ought to know See this finite life I live hell no bitch it aint for sure I know that you dont I know that you is a bitch So what am I to do if I never had the urge to try to lift myself up from underground its where I used to lie Trapped small limestone walls Certainty is within us all Keep your head high eyes sharp you'll never see us fall
12.
The Hisinger 04:12
starin in the dark tryna listen to my heart beat tryna figure out the stark difference tween you and me Why does brain stretch thin layers of my sanity torturous appearance kind of looks like vanity Chemical reaction always leads to action morose ambiance always trashin all my traction cause some days always feel better than the rest but one false say and your minds under arrest Im dead Heat Im dead Weight Folding my body under the God strength The mental models always be lookin like stigmata tryna cool down with a splash of cool water you're just singin well then sing it high fucker the past is the past so leave it there fucker Compulsions, my nerves, put me into atrophy But stayin in bed will only lead to catastrophe The feeling inside welling up till it summon Saddest thing is that its kinda common I haven't slept so whats another drunken rampage just swipes the problem off its feet and leaves it time to age But when it age it rots different feeling different thoughts sell you cures and ways to be pure but again its never for sure hangin on by a thread shouldnt be the norm here But stayin aint dead till it takes on a form here freezin in the heat and burning in the cold some people stay this way far until the time theyre old Wake me up and tell me how to live with it forever now no seriously let me know do to it, the meaning of how The brains architecture really stuck it in with this one like a car in a ditch rollin tires until the sun rises in the west, artificial death, Grants me momentary clarity in dark depth of rest. Maybe one day it will have a type of cure maybe one day it will have the time for sure Im dead heat im dead weight folding my body under the god strength
13.
listen up fucker cause this is the end atonement is out of the question considering the depths of your sins Theres a lot of updates but I dont check that shit not surprised when i hear other people talkin shit But whats it mean? who's he talking bout? whats the point of it all making a hell this cloud? im not safe and i know it plenty of bad things i did for it Speak for yourself you selfish ass prick Tryna start shit well if the shoe fits im a disgusting bigot fucking sympathizer thats why i spat the truth on top of a synthesizer I destroy everything here with my sense of being im unhealthily guarding the last key behind the meaning Hyper form talismanic tally up the bodies bitch Push fear for myself with every step Felt somethin snap when she gripped me by the neck my strut's a megaton walk I have no time for your foolish hackneyed shit talk Now if you look to your right youll see the jealousy my own brother grows green at the sight of me see where im from, the winds knock you from your feet now take a load off, but bitch please take a seat You aint old enough to cruise down Lake St. see where im from, you know I ain't meek "if you knew what I knew" thats what you'd love to say I wish I had your luxury to never see a gun raised in my face fuck a race fuck yo bitch and fuck yo fake face this aint a competition Rade's won the race. [Undiscernable Noise]

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All songs made in Renoise 3.0
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released February 9, 2017

Made by Rob Scott and Aaron Nye

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