1. |
Energy
00:30
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Maybe tears are endless
I need some refreshment
Just to cool my heart
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2. |
The Extinguished Light
02:49
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I been saying fuck that fake shit save it
you can run and tell em all
I'm done with it this shit
It's been long enough actin tough getting rough
I don't care its just stuff not a bluff
I've had enough
Fight or flight its my right burn at night its on sight
pitching up the pyre making sure that I do it right
Whats the catch?
strike a match the first batch is down the hatch
Engulfed in flames I change my name and now there ain't no going back
Ethereal demands of concrete streets
I try to bust a U-turn cause I can't take the heat
Stars glide over water-filled pools in the night
just gleaming starry pathways beaming with light
but the light of false hope shimmering is so fake
I know what's done is done as I stare at the lake
Contemplating man is this really my fate
falling down a spiral at an accelerated rate
Actions of tomorrow and the ghosts of the past
Caught between them I beseech them down this narrow path
The future lies behind me feels like nowhere to go
its a straight drop down when you're already low
It's such a long way down
It's such a long way down
It's such a long way down
It's such a long way down
Aphotic zone equipped with creature's carcasses
some are shown electric tones revealing just how dark this is
distorted artifacts and V.H.S. filters
that clipping and attack are exactly what thrilled her
She cherished it and relished and screamed to the void
Ironic that we emulate as soon as can avoid
Uncomfortable sickly nasty nature
again ironic that its just its class signature
All this behavior, is it the sound of failure?
is losing control the ultimate art savior?
is losing control the ultimate art savior?
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3. |
Crazy Little Girl
01:50
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Pull up in a Honda can I be your hype man?
drinking lots of liquor you know I'm a drunk, man
Me and Aaron climb together but we ain't a rock band
Tell me who to trust if you bluff the wrong hand?
Bad blood'll rock a boat and sink you to the bottom
now you turn the whole lake to the color Autumn
but your soften-spoke-speech reeks utter vanity
Let me tell you about this girl who makes me lose my fucking sanity
Crazy little girl she was five-foot-nothin
smoking spice rolling dice drank Robitussin
feeling nice thinking twice what I really want
seeming like being nice, not a silly front
Show up on the roster but I ain't in class, man
Uber what it cost her she know I'm a cash man
but enough about me I want stuff about her
break down beats while I glare at the curves
But it's kind of early for the "what are we" huh?
Jumping to conclusions with all these wanna-be's huh?
Don't act too soon its bad luck to jump a shark
Cold blooded, get flooded, call it Noah's Ark
Ya girl wearing makeup when she going to the gym
burn out all hope you know that shit ain't gonna workout
holds shit on ya head know well it's tyranny
magnetic grip on her easy call it irony
Never be a lawyer cause you know I never settle
her technique is freak I'm thinking she deserves a medal
Gold, Bronze, Silver, but I'm thinking first place
Bold bond killer now I'm drinking cut-rate
Middle school fools life was rushing past me
stayed skipping school hoping that the teacher pass me
own phones, own homes, own dates, own fates
my throne, my own, my traits, my face
Well I don't like you anyway
well I lied I do but we should part ways
I know damn well our problems'll never be solved
plus it's fucked up when there's feelings involved
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4. |
Saint
02:47
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The Saint's gonna die
did Job wanna lie?
If God doesn't try
no one's gonna fly
Started at the birth
Darted down to Earth
Flirted with the mirth
skirted out the girth
Thwarted out the Gold
courted in the cold
risen out the mold
telling whats been told
booted up the drive
muted all the hive
swarming out alive
stinging parasites
conquest eminent
request opponent
cut me vertically
shut me carnally
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5. |
Apt. 3071
02:31
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he said put the beat on
turn it up
Hunger pangs
boomerang
boom
Under bangs
a mustang
doom
Five rings on a starfish in the sea
why is everybody always staring at me?
Good morning four window spotlight in the dark
plastic flower print patterns of the meadowlark
I live on the fourth floor of this metro-dome
its my home predictable like a metronome
A crumbled, bubble, in limbo, trapped
a jungle, humble, akimbo, apt.
Sewer-side drunk dimes and nickels in his hand
suicide punk shine a Bickle to the man
God damn with the heat, can I just get a break?
I slam with a drink can I drink for God's sake?
Painted pigeon little smidgen crow
Tainted vision spittle mission woe
Don't act like you care about me
Don't act like you care
Hunger games
Drop the flame
soon
Worship names
Stoke the flames
Moon
Eight-sword-spider glide a blade into me
Watch it bleed, sow a seed, no difference to me
Good night four window spotlight in the light
wonder if a routine's ever gonna feel right
head on the pillow but my mind in the gutter
wait till the sun shines gold beams through the shutter
debating, relating, inflating, crash
baiting, hating, mating, trash
till the dirt till I hurt hands bleeding
glory choose will I lose cars speeding
God damn with the heat, can I just get a break?
I slam with a drink can I drink for God's sake?
God damn with the heat, can I just get a break?
I slam with a drink can I drink for God's sake?
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6. |
Time and Space
03:45
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God I'm willing
stress test me
I fail to get gone and you
understand why
I do the things that I do
and yet you
still gravitate towards my time and space
What's it take
to change fate
You didn't have to drag my name through the mud yet you did
I admit once I heard
I started playing games of my own
and that's when I started lying
that's when I started prying
obsessing over what you do and with who
that isn't on you, its on me and I'm sorry
You'll never hear this, and I accept this
because you're gone
from time and space
Mind crater
still a whisper
Bleed on me
I feel it pulse
the stars aligned quite perfectly tonight don't you think?
by the way, I have to say, I really enjoyed
our time and space
Keep laughing
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7. |
A Lot of People Suffer
03:56
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Still
Set
Alone
I’ve waited
I
Waste
my time
Over thinking
Your Last
Attempts
I’ve Already
declined
I can’t
Cleanse
The Images
Inside
Your tired
Face
Pollutes
My mind
Harrowing
Paths
I’ve Left
Behind
My fainting
Body
I can’t
Control
Because
I’m A fiend
And We’d both
Say so
Just
Leave
Me out
I want
No holds
Who
I am
We’ll never
Know
(A lotta People suffer)
Eyes
Darkened
My form
Meek
Too
distraught
Ain’t eat
All week
Unite
Myself
I’d be
Amazed
Bang my
Head into
A Wall
For days
Your tired
Face
Has left
A stain
Harrowing
Paths
Scatter
Remains
My fainting
Body
I can’t
Control
Because
I’m A fiend
And We’d both
Say so
Now
Leave
Me out
I want
No holds
Who
I am
We’ll never
Know
We’re
So upset
But thats
how it
goes
The
Tangeled
web
Of life
Unfolds
Feeling
Stuck
With nowhere
To go
I Look
inside
And pour out
My soul
It’s all
The same
I have to
Let go
I’ll
Move on
But you
Already know
Look around
Surrounded by people how
Just another faceless crowd
Shrivelling into my shroud
Worsened since I’ve been around
Feeling like a butchered sow
10 reasons I’m always down
Trying to get better now
But it’s Time to go
Dredge my
Body
From the
Sea
Sunk
Corrupted
By
The weeds
Null amounts
Of eyes
Will
See
The abandoned
Shell
Of a
Feral freak
When
My fractured
Mind
Goes free
I’ll shower
You
With
Acid scenes
I know
Escape
Is
All inane
But
It’s all
A cycle
In my
Brain
I must be so easy
Feel my mind receding
Indifferent completely
My past where i’ll leave it
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8. |
Ascension
04:16
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Take a walk
Into the unknown
Knowing full well
You will not leave alone
Exacerbate
Your own pre destined fate
As they say
We’re all insane
From the drain
Seething rot
Runs through my vains
The fire we keep
Can’t be contained
The hazy
Spirits, take control
To guide us thru
The river of souls
Feel my self
Un fold
Creeping lights
Stay sold
Conjoin thoughts
To one
This
Ascension
With no conscious
Left
To go where no one
Steps
You are nothing
Right?
Fear of endless
Night
No where to run
Or hide
When you’re dead
Inside
I feel so
Sick
In the river
Of Styx
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9. |
Mortal
02:28
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